Literature
I wanted to die
Warning: This post discusses suicide + therefore might be triggering.
Another note: Please understand that I am NOT suicidal anymore. I'm fine. It's something that hits me, out of the blue (because I have Borderline Personality Disorder). I am NOT talking about this to scare you, nor because I want attention, but because someone, anyone needs to step up and be open about their struggles with mental illness. One of these brave people is going to be me.
I wanted to die.
I spent all day secretly planning my suicide.
In the evening, I started panicking.
I was being torn apart from the inside.
Sobbing. Clawing at my skin, wanting to cut, des